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Today just.. Isn't a good day in general. I just want to punch and smash things. Over and over again.

I'm sick, got no sleep last night, have a splitting headache, had to hold back what I wanted to say too many times, got really shitty news, found out I have far too much work than I can handle right now.. etc etc etc. Man, I'm just depressed. I hate it when this happens... It happens too often. I hope it blows over by tomorrow because I can't stand being a downer.
I want to keep my complaining to a minimum, but I just have a couple things I want to write about.

I feel bad that I was so pissed off when my dad dropped by while I was trying to nap.. He brought me my birthday present that finally came in. That made me smile, but I was still upset. I had been in need of a new mp3 player for a while now, so I put down my work and opened it up. For me, one of the most important things in electronics I buy is the language options. Since I'm learning Japanese alone, it's more difficult so I incorporate it in my day as much as possible. So I went to change the language setting and saw a long list of languages and cracked a smile, but once I got down to the bottom Japanese didn't end up being on it. I feel bad, once more, about feeling so mad about that.. But maybe it's just because I'm in this state right now. Usually I'm more easy going.

No one reads my blog spot anyways, so I don't really care about complaining on it. It feels sorta like I told someone though. Didn't go much into detail, but I barely talk about anything to anyone, so it's good enough for me.